Wednesday, January 6, 2010
Today was so tiring because i have to work and so damn hungry lor. lols. Even when i say i am damn tired to the core after working, i still went to jog for maybe 30 minutes, i was kinda weird today, and now my thighs are so tired and ma chiam weak until like tofu lidat haha.. Today totally not in the mood to work and i broke 2 glasses and keep thinking of something, think until i completely 入神 liao, i also dunno why i will keep thinking about the msg she sent me last time, then suddenly no mood to do anything already. Actually she sent me de msg should be wanted me to know that i stand no chance for her bah, whatever i say to her, her reply will only be 'ok thanks' hahas maybe she dun even want to talk to me, hahas. Of course, everyone will have a target that they like,that includes her, i like her but she likes other people, this is what reality is, we won't be able to achieve anything even how hard we try! I am just out of my mind la, i also dunno why i like her that much, i only know that no matter how hard i try, i will still stand no chance, she wont like me at all lols. When you are discouraging yourself while you are running, it helps to self motivate yourself, so you will keep on jogging non-stop, this is the only way which will lead me jog on, i am just useless lah, no matter who i like i also wont stand a chance. I really dun dare to hope for anything anymore! I hate this feeling of standing no chance for anyone i like! It really sucks to the core!Blogged
@ 11:12 PM
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