Thursday, November 5, 2009
So long never post on my blog le, thanks to 'O' level haha. But thanks god, today poa paper is quite managable really hope i will get either A1 or B3!!! As usual, today was another emo day haha, feel so lost and does not know what to do but luckily dyon and deyney came back to school and of course we went out to play, first is go GWC arcade then Safara to play pool, i had to admit that i spend a great time with them and deyney has really become fit. As usual, dyon always mess up girl's hair haha. Dunno why i suddenly think about one show which is KO3anguo, i remember 阿香 ask 刘备 a question, she asked “未来和明天,那一个会先到?”。刘备 says “原来是明天先到,我和阿香注定是没有未来的!”I oso thinks that i do not have any future, there is always tomorrow for me but definitely not future, it does not exist for me. Everytime i will feel like taking bus home no matter if it rains or whatever thing happen, i ask myself why i will feel like taking bus home everyday? Actually i just wanna take the bus and pass by a particular place, whenever i pass by this place, i will think about the past which is happy and a memorable recollection. But now it was just a memorable recollection for me, there is no way to go back to the past or have the chance to taking the same bus with her again. Whenever i see this place, i will remember that after i walk her back home, i will feel damn happy when i walk to the bus-stop and also remembering that i sat at the bus-stop just to hope to gain the chance to look at her and also remembering that i was standing at the bus-stop with her and wait for the bus. I would even remember every word that she say to me and her every action, including her smiling face and tired face and even her 'funny' chinese language. Her everything seems to attract me but it was damn meaningless to do things that she won't appreciate.): I must really remember that there will be no future for me except tomorrow.): Oh ya, i really did not talk to mk and jk for a very long time le, not bad ah..haha...They really don't deserve not only me, but also one more person's help!!! Blogged
@ 11:35 PM
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