I regreted for falling back in love, in the end it was just a dream again, good things will never happen on me, maybe i should just wake up from this dream. I hated this feeling of dreams, it feels sucks, it just makes me happy for nothing, girls will never be able to be understood, they just like to say something which hurts you out of no reason, what the hell!!! It is really damn sucks. :(
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我帮过她，也为她做了那么多事，但为何她要这样对我？好人真的有好报吗？世界真的那么不公平吗？真爱确实存在于这世上吗？如果是这样的话，那么....

我再也不要当好人了!!!
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Thanks god, i love you so much, you have given me a bad day today. I have became an absent-minded guy throughout the whole day, in a pathetic bad mood, i walked from ghim moh back to my house and it was so moody. I took a long time walking back home and it seems the road will never end and i won't be able to walk back home. Really very down today, it was even worse than before. :(
Blogged @ 9:23 PM
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Phew, i have decided to change the website of my blog and the only reason is i don't want let her know what i did for her. Haha. It was just a sms which is send to the wrong person and the reply i get back is telling me not to do so much things for her, i was wondering how come she will say that i did so much things for her, is it because she read my blog before, if it is true then i should all the more change my blog site. I hope it was not being unfair to her but i really don't want to let her read my blog anymore, i really don't want to receive her message contained of all those hurtful words, sending her home is really the only method to get close to her because she just like to stick around with her friends in school. I hope things can be getting better. :)
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为什么会这样，为什么叫我不要为她做那么多事，我这傻瓜是不是做错了什么令她讨厌啊？我好不甘心哦！不过也只能听她的话了，因为我不想让她觉得我很烦...现在已经无路可退了，只能一直往前走了。什么都做不了，感觉真是超不爽的！:(
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Now is already counted as a new day but then never mind, just now at 7:40 pm, me,teck meng,jun hao,kai jun,cameron,wai tat,mun kit,weiling,joey and nicole went to dyon's uncle's japanese restaurant to eat because we had to celebrate birthday for dyon. It was quite fun and 'maybe' the most happiest moment i have ever had. 对我来说可能是一个美好的回忆, everyone was like having a lot of fun and we were like keep laughing about something, haha :), and it was expected that teck meng is always a punching bag for dyon. Lol. Although we waited quite long for the food but it was really very nice, jun hao keeps drinking water and he was like at first drink 7-up, after that he drink lime juice then lemon tea, then coke and then green tea, but luckily he never gets stomach ache, haha. We were in the restaurant for about 3 hours and we starts to sing the birthday song in english and chinese version and i swear this is really the most funniest part of the day, dyon's face was painted with the birthday cake's cream, hahaha. After that meng's face also got painted with the cream because dyon's aunt intended to splash the cream to dyon's face and meng sat beside dyon and dyon's aunt accidentally splash at his face. And also thanks to jun hao, he painted those cream at my face when i was about to leave, me and meng can say is the most innocent ones, 我们同坐一条船. Hahahs :D.
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Yesterday went fish and co to eat with teck meng and weiling, we were like the only customer in the restaurant and it was so quiet, maybe we went at the wrong time, but i like it. Enjoy eating in a quiet place, it was so nice and happy because teck meng has been saying things that is damn funny. Haha :). Have nothing to post le, that's it :D.
Blogged @ 9:21 PM
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That time on friday, this silly guy just finished his prelim which is on science practical. After that he remember that the girl had CCA and will be going home at a very late hour, therefore, this silly guy waited for this girl for a few hours in school, while he was waiting, he saw the girl that he previously like. This silly guy was quite shock at first and eventually treat her transparent, haha. Then this silly guy saw two person that he really won't hope that they will be there, which is mun kit and hai teck, always di siao people, hahas.. Thanks to them, the girl whom this silly guy like previously may loathe him even more, but, he don't really care already. And this silly guy knows that he had to do something to chase away his two friends in case that they will di siao the person he like, so he went to the bus stop with his two friends and thanks god, they left before the girl came. This guy continue to wait for the girl at the bus stop and apparently, he is late for tuition but he still continues to wait, however, he intended to get in the bus which arrived at the bus stop as he is really running late for his tuition but his mind told him not to get in the bus and eventually, he never gets into the bus. God is apparently helping this silly guy because he saw the girl is just standing opposite of his bus stop that he is at, and waiting to cross the road, then of course, this silly guy took the bus with the girl. When they alight, she sat on the chair and he was still walking towards her, he quite curious because she never gets into the bus to go home and her reason is, ' no bus fare, no handphone.' Somemore she is really tired and it is getting late, of course this silly guy could not let her walk home alone, so he offer some coins to her and walk home with her when both of them alights. At last this silly guy was very late for tuition but he thinks that it was a super lucky day for him because God is really helping him to 达成他的心愿. Hahahas :)
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Today, there is this silly guy sent a sms to a girl but she never reply, so he call his friend to help him check whether is the girl still in school but apparently she was not in school, however, this silly guy did not see this girl coming out from school, therefore he took the bus and went to ghim moh, and there were still no reply from this girl. Hence, this silly guy intended to wait for her at the bus stop at ghim moh to check whether is the girl fine or not and this silly person waited and waited, buses keeps passing by his eyes one after another. But then the girl does not know and alight at the terminal bus stop, even though the girl did not see this silly guy but he saw her on the bus, so he took a bus and intend to go home. What a joke, haha. However, he couldn't see the girl walking to the bus stop. At first this silly guy is curious because it was unexpected, then this silly guy alight at her bus stop and when this guy saw the girl, he became well assured. Looking at the girl who is trying to cross the road with many cars appear on the road suddenly, this silly guy actually intended to walk with her, but because he is silly, he keeps hesitate and can only see the girl walking towards the building and disappear. He blames himself for being so timid but at least he is also happy to see the girl reach home safe and sound :)
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Oh my god, it was so stupid to tell her that i like her, how come will like that, can time be reversed? I am in deep shit, i also don't know why i will say that to her, i have been thinking whether is it i was too 'nervous' that time and words just come bursting out of my mouth, or is it we hong kong people are so straight-forward (better don't let jun hao see this if not he will say me again. haha :p). But i think it was just simply stupid, i think i should just go find a hole and hide inside!!! Haha :). If time can really be reversed, i will do whatever it takes to go back to the past, but now i can only accept the fact that i am a total failure because I SCREW UP EVERYTHING BY MYSELF!!! I really hope she won't become the second Florence, if not, i can really say goodbye to my own life :)
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