Sunday, June 21, 2009
A few weeks ago, i intended to write a chinese composition which is describing how i met her and why would i like her...but until now also incomplete. Maybe i am lazy or there is really alot to write, but i sort out that even if i finished the compo so what??? It still doesn't change the fact that she dislike me...how silly of me...writing a compo that no one will look at it except myself!!!! Weeks ago when i finally saw her in the plaza, i should feel happy but i can't because i was being ignored...when she saw me then she never glance at me at the second time and i know that she will be ignoring me forever not even to be friend with me.... LOL...i wonder how can she be so cruel, or maybe the god is cruel to me....jun hao(my super good friend) always say "there will always be girl better than her so forget her, you can do it" but just like when i ask him to give up on the person he like, he will say he can't because he still like her and this concept of his also applies on me...how can i even forget a person when i still quite like her???? So maybe like what my blog link wrote... "walking alone"....just like what i told jun hao that time heals everything so maybe i should just live in my usual lifestyle, hanging out and cracking jokes with friends.....if god really exists...then i really hope that god can really let time heal me :)
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